Hard day's work

I just got home from school about an hour ago and now that I've got this glorious little thing called a smartphone I'm actually able to take somewhat decent pictures.
So, for no reason in particular, here's a pic of bestie (her blog) in school today. A highly unnecessary school day, if I may say so myself. We spent most of the day taking pics like these, and trust me, you really don't want to see them all. 

Look how happy she is when she knows we're having History next.

Going all technical

I've got a new phone. One of those smart ones. It's quite difficult though, since my previous one was a brick. This is so hard to type out.

We Need to Talk About Kevin

Last night I watched one of the best films I've seen so far in my life. We Need to Talk About Kevin. Now, I know I contradict myself in the way to not read the book first, but I just couldn't wait.

Anyway, the film is about a mom (played by Tilda Swinton) who recalls her life due to the fact that her teenage son committed a massacre at his high school. It basically revolved around how she never bonded with her son, Kevin, and how she struggled ever since his birth with him.

It's jaw-dropping. Mind-blowing. Marvellous, fantastic and brilliant but at the same time tremendously disturbing and psychotic. Ezra Miller, who plays Kevin, is amazing in this role. I bet he was born for films like this. Since he is an exact replica of Richard Ramirez, I wouldn't mind having Ezra playing him in an upcoming film. His bone structure is just.. Ah.


I've lost the ability to even. 

"Fifteen bucks, little man"

Yesterday and today can be summed up in a few films:

• Clerks II
• Mallrats
• Dogma
• Jay and Silent Bob Strike Back

I've watched all of these while I'm supposed to be studying for a Swedish test tomorrow, but eh. It can wait, I suppose. I feel like just quitting school for good. It's basically my life right now. Studying. Or procrastinating, actually. But the stress is still there. I know peeps hate reading about other complaining about school, but I can truthfully say there's nothing else going on in my life at the moment. At all.

So, like, what are your hopes and dreams?

Chaos.

I need to get my shit together. In school. For crying out loud, my grades are dropping rapidly.

People who don't use their heads don't need them

It's Sunday and while Dollythe is in Estonia for the weekend I'm sitting here trying to put together a somewhat interesting application for scholarships. A financial aid for my exchange year is quite essential, after all. But how on earth do you get people to give you money without sounding that you're too sorry for yourself? Ugh. I kind of really want the money.

I need a hobby. Suggestions are appreciated.

Your Song

Lovely! 

The Fault in Our Stars

Augustus Waters & Hazel Grace.
"Okay."


I finished reading The Fault in Our Stars today, for the second time. Words aren't enough to describe my affection for this book, or any of his other books - and himself of course. John Green. The novelist. I literally beg for my friends to read any of his work, so they can experience that peculiar feeling you get while reading them. The same feeling you get when you reach the very last page and you don't want it to end.

Speaking of books, I created an account on goodreads a few minutes ago. It's basically a site for all the booklovers out there, where you add books to three different lists: the ones you've read, the ones you're reading and the ones you want to read. Book recommendations pop up, and you can rate books aswell. So far, I love it. It's perfect. Hence, I've come to realise I've got a big problem. How on earth will I be able to read the books I want to read, while still being in school and being broke? Library is a temporary solution, yes, but I want books to be mine. I want to see them on my shelf. My babies.